To the people I follow on my Tumblr
Do you all really have nothing better to do than talk about how fucking mad you are about various subjects? Why not talk about how cool something is or how much you like something? Shit.
If you have been recently unfollowed don’t be offended, but I Just can not tolerate so much negativity in one place.
and between the wasteland and sky
“If you’re seeing this, you’ve failed again”
A dream I had the other night.
I dont really have anywhere else to put thoughts like this
I have had a lot of people say to me “I want you to be completely open and honest with me. Unfiltered.” What they really mean is “I want you to tell me everything that is on your mind so I am in a better position to see where you are coming from, but if it is something that upsets me I do not want to hear it.” Which is understandable and okay, but really not the same thing at all. It always ends up coming down to where I am feeling something and I really want to make it known and I am stuck remembering that the person told me to be honest. So I will say what I feel, and inevitably they get angry or overwhelmed or hurt and I don’t mean to do that. At all. I hate to hurt them in that way and that is what I was trying to avoid in the first place. I just want them to feel what I feel. I just want someone to care about that. But it always comes with the little addendum: as long as it is convenient for me to hear.
I don’t mean to sound bitter, I just feel alone inside my head because of it.
